失去 . 拥有 --巴士漫游 (三)

“佑安! 哈喽! 这样巧啊, 在这里碰到你. 哈哈, 还记得我吗? 我是伟玲.”
*(哇靠! 又不是巴杀, 这样大声干吗?)*

“既然你有朋友, 那我先走一步了. 再见.”
*(不!…………….)*

我想不顾一切地跟着她上巴士, 但伟玲却拉着我的袖子.
“哇, 你学校制服的颜色很特别. 全身青, 情辣椒啊? 嘻嘻.”
*(批啪你的隆叮咚啊!)*

当车门关上, 巴士渐渐离开时, 我的世界顿时变成一片灰暗, 鸦雀无声. 黑, 白, 灰, 是我唯一所看到的颜色. 这世界还有彩虹吗?

Piang! 哦, 这是心碎的声音吗?
(我的心痛痛痛进心里, 我的眼泪流不停. 从新山流到新加坡家里, 老天还在下着雨. 我到底做错什么事情, 让我碰到这疯子…)

“哈哈, 好旧不见了. 从小学毕业后就没再见面了.”
*(我情愿不认识你)*
“怎样, 最近好吗. 嘻嘻?”

在杀那间, 我似乎练成了火眼金睛. 用一种气势逼人, 杀死人不偿命的眼神望着伟玲.

“哇, 你看起来好凶. 怎么了?”
“想杀人.”
“杀谁?”
“杀你好吗?”
“哈哈哈哈. 你几时变得那么风趣? 嘻嘻, 那你几时杀?”
“不如现在吧?”
“讨厌, 杀了我你不心痛吗? 哈哈.”
“完全不会! 我见一次杀一次!”
“啊哈哈哈哈. 我赶时间, 不跟你闹了. Bye.”
*(你赶时间?! 我还赶鸡赶鸭赶牛赶羊喔! 我现在赶着拿刀砍你啊! 赶时间还跟我哈啦这样多! 上天, 请你赐我伊天剑于屠龙刀吧.)*

失去 . 拥有 --巴士漫游 (二)

失去 . 拥有
--巴士漫游 (二)

我现在跟她的距离只有0.5 公分. 我一向来都禀着 “管你去死, 滚远一点” 的态度做人. 我不知道我为什么会帮她. 我认识她3个月, 见面52 次.

“能借我些零钱吗? 我忘了带车资卡, 身上又不够钱搭车回家.”
“哦…啊…我…”
“那不要紧. 我会想办法.”

*(你这白痴, 在班上不是很厉害的吗? 又讲故事, 又演话剧, 又跟老师顶嘴. 现在哑巴啦?)*

“不不, 哪.” 我一边说, 一边紧张地从口袋里捉出一把零钱.
“谢谢. 明天我把钱还个给你.”
“不…不…不用了. 谢谢”
“嘻嘻, 应该是我说谢谢, 怎么变成你说谢谢了?”
“啊, 对…对不起.”
“哈哈, 真有趣. 车来了, 再见.”
“再…”

啊!!! 批啪你的隆叮咚啊! 他妈的, 我是脑振荡的猪啊? 一句话都不会好好地讲. 哎呀! 惨了惨了. 我刚才头发会不会很乱? 衣服会不会很皱? 脸会不会很脏? 哎呀!死了死了. 她会不会以为我是个头发很乱,衣服很皱, 脸很脏, 话不会好好说的脑振荡的猪?

她不是校花, 也不是班花. 头发的长度到脖子哪里. 在她那群朋友中,她算最高, 大概有167公分左右吧. 她也不算非常漂亮, 但我就觉得她特别. 那种特别是无法跟其他女生比较的. 怎么说呢? 她健谈中带点安静, 乖巧中带点活泼, 开朗中带点忧郁, 温和中带点泼辣, 热情中带点冷漠, 友善中带点三八. 一句话: 赞, 我喜欢!

其实从我家只需搭一趟巴士就能到学校了, 但我就是喜欢在路途中换巴士. 因为不喜欢一直坐在同一辆巴士, 因为我有bus concession stamp, 因为我想下车买New Paper, 这些都是其次. 说道来最终的目的是想看能不能碰到她. 因为我知道每天的这个时候她会在那里搭巴士上学.

这是我第一次在巴士站主动上前跟她说话.

“哦, 上学啊?”
*(这是废话吗! 好烂的问题! 不上学上巴杀啊?)*
“对啊, 要不然呢?”
*(活该, 人家笑你啊.)*
“哇, 今天巴士这样快来了. 走吧.”
*(对啦, 该死的巴士. 今天这样快来干吗? 赶着去投胎啊? 慢一点来会死吗? 慢着! 她叫我跟她一起走喔, 她叫我跟她一起走! 一起走…去搭上那辆巴士. 爽!)*

现在回想起来, 也不知道到底爽什么?

正当我带着一种甜滋滋, 甜到跌喳的感觉, 要和她一起走向前搭上那辆巴士的时侯.…..

Chalet over e weekends

Juz back from chalet on sunday...think still suffering from the aftermath effect: VERY TIRED!

The chalet was fun but too bad this time we had fewer games than the previous one...think i missed those punishments for the games like throwing cream pies, flour & water bombs at each others...haha...relac...at least the PlayStation 2 saved us this time...

The 1st nite very few ppl came...sad lah...more sad was we keep receiving news that so & so will not be coming...as usual...these ppl had stuck to their favourite hobby-flying kites! Our poor 4 orgainizers end up each forking out 100plus bucks 4 e chalet & food, which was enough 4 them to go bintan for hoilidays...Not e 1st time liao, still they wanna have a chalet 4 us 4 e sake of gathering together n have fun...I RESPECT lah brothers...

So wat did we do during e 1st nite? Play PS 2...watch TV...play PS 2...play different versions of "murderer"(oh liying, u heard that?)... THat nite, I was very very, super super, very super, super very hungry! Wat to do? eat 杯杯面 lah...Now here's e best thing: No one brings fork?!

We will going to reach e stage of boredom liao, realli... Ha, then I did PSC proud as i introduced e game that i introduced during PSC chalet: 超级大头贴! But instead of guessing celebraties, we guessed our sec sch schoolmates...Tis lasted us till 3am plus, then they decided to go to sleep...Why they? Bcoz onli i could not get to sleep at all...then i decided to go downstairs, sat alone, drank O-Sprite n listened to radio till the next morning! Now thats what i call HIGH!

2nd morning...everyone woke up n all wanna brush their teeth...*Brush teeth wad, normal mah, like that also wanna mention*...here comes e best part: everyone brought toothbrush but NO one brought toothpaste! HIGH man!

After breakfast, we went to play kayat(not sure spell correctly anot). I played canoe b4 but not kayat...oh man its fun lah...rowing in e middle of deep blue sea...At night we bbq...we realli ate until peng coz got too much food liao(special thanks to bbq food catering co. & those who stuck to their favourite hobby-flying kites!)...

Last day of chalet...instaed of going straight home after checking out...guess wat? We went KTV! K-box package: K-Lunch 11am-3pm plus...Thats HIGH man!...donno y everyone so gung-ho 4 wat? End up some of them slept in the KTV room...haha...

3 days 2 nites, i onli slept half an hour like that...after going so mani chalets liao...think my theory still stands...chalet...
1)makes one miss his bed
2)makes one miss his house's toilet
3)makes one suffers both physically n mentally
still, we go for chalets...hai...人真是贱骨头!

Where's e part 2?

Hey hey, can see some of u r asking for part 2 of that story. Thanks thanks. Btw, I wanna clarify that this story is 100% original from my CPU system upstairs leh(aks my brain)…No copy n paste…But I will not deny that certain ways in relating e story could be similar to that in certain scenes of some movies or stories…so u would probably see my favourite 无间道 coming in somewhere or another...

When will part 2 come out? Well relac lah… u all think easy arh?! Need to plan, then type. The typing part is so most 麻烦 one. However, pls do watch out this space for part 2.

失去 . 拥有 --巴士漫游 (一)

“老公, 今天有回来吃晚餐吗?”
“应该有吧. 如果没有的话, 我会通知你.”

年复一年, 日复一日, 又是一天. 七早八早就得赶去上班. 没办法, 谁叫我不是老板. 认命吧. 今天的天气挺不错的. 听刚才新闻报道, 今天阳光普照, 只有午间时分部份地区会下阵雨.

我不耐烦地坐在我的Honda Accord 里(笑什么? 没钱买新车不可以啊?) 望着窗外的四周. 有时我真的怀疑为什么快速公路不叫慢速公路呢?

哇! 这司机太不负责任吧? 一边开车, 一边手拿手机聊天! 怎么能这样? 太危险了吧, 完全不顾其他驾驶者的安全. 事问我又怎能袖手旁观? 现在是7点48分25秒, 我决定…决定…决定发挥新加坡人的独特精神之一: Mind Your Own Business, 继续听我的9.58FM 城市频道!

在我10点的方向有一辆公共巴士. 巴士上非常拥挤, 恐怕连站的位都没有. 看着那巴士, 求学时代挤巴士的情景不禁在我脑海里浮现着.

那时我非常不喜欢搭巴士. 总觉得等待巴士的时间很慢长, 巴士路程也很慢长, 而且又经常没位坐. 所以我总希望能快点长大, 然后赚钱买车. 这样一来就能省去时间, 睡晚点才出门. 而我也不用跟人挤巴士.

记得巴士上通常人很多, 五花八门, 男女老少, 不分种族, 各式各样的人都有. 有人目不转睛地盯着对面的人, 直到别人浑身不自在, 禁不住怀疑自己是和否扣错衣服纽扣; 有人摊开书报, 心不在焉地读着; 有人闭上双目, 如灵魂出窍般静坐; 也有埋头苦读不放过一分一秒的学生(啊, 那不是我吗? 没有啦, 其实是我临时抱佛脚).

其实搭巴士是一门学文. 首先巴士到来时, 你必须使展判断能力, 估计巴士大该会停再那. 接着札稳马步, 卡个好位子. 这样就能在人群中脱颖而出, 第一时间挤上巴士. 上了巴士, 你也必须眼明手快, 讯速地找个坐位坐下.

想着想着, 忽然发觉其实当年搭巴士的日子, 还挺有趣的. 现在自己一个人开车, 有时还觉得有点闷. 哦, 这么那是不会这样想呢? 哈哈, 其实最有趣的是, 我因搭巴士而认识了她……

At The Cross Road Once Again...

2am and the rain is falling...here we are at the cross road once again...
Familiar with that? That's part of the lyrics from Only Love by Trademark. Think it perfectly suits my feelings now.

Huh? Wat? Moi is lost as moi is going to work in Ministry of Defence's Singapre Armed Forces' sub dept which is National Service? Lost becoz moi had finally graduated not sure wat to do next? Lost bcoz moi doono whether to go Uni or go work? Come on...NO!

Moi is lost becoz...becoz...moi can't decide wat to do now! Now...at this rite very moment, 4.44pm! Moi wants to go cut hair. Yup, wish to cut it real short juz like 2 mths b4. Something like 无间道III之终级无间里的刘建明. But then moi also wish to go swimming. Its hot these few days. But then moi also wish to go play bowling. Haven played for 3mths liao leh...hand itchy...But then moi also wish to go jogging...But then moi also wish to watch vcd...wanna watch my 我是如来佛祖玉王大蒂观音普萨指定取西经特派使者花果山水联洞美猴王齐天大圣孙悟空啊...帅到跌渣!

But then...but then...hai...moi end up doing none of the above n is now here updating my blog. Can't decide lah...hai...没有用的家伙...真是烂到跌渣!

Take Me To Your Heart

Take Me To Your Heart
(Music:Jacky Zhang/Words: Jascha Richter)
Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

讨厌,这是人家的第一次嘛...哈哈...行啊,行到跌渣!!!

yo yo yo, welcome to the 1st episode of my...eh not very appropriate...1st issue?...hmm...1st chapter? 1st edition? 1st installment? arh whatever lah...k u know lah...

A very big thank you for squeezing some of ur precious time out to read my blog. Moi will try to make it as interesting n as entertaining as possible(try onli huh). Moi welcome all ur comments regarding my blog. If u find any area good, do comment on it. If u also find anything not good, well, then juz shut up!

Wonder have u all heard Michael Learns To Rock's new song ? Sounds familiar? Yup, u bet ur _ _ _ thats english version of 张学友's 吻别. From a chinese song to an english one...well moi personally do find it a bit funnie but still not bad actually. Maybe we are too familiar with the chinese one. I realize that from a chinese song to an english one, the lyrics used are all simple n short. Still it's a good thing to see ang mos also copy from asians too. Eh, where's the logic huh? Arh whatever lah, 好听就好.

Thats all folks for today. Do come back regurlarly for updates!
批啪你的隆叮咚啊!

p/s: 嘘, 第一次有红包那吗?